I sometimes feel like I'm fighting a never ending battle to get my diabetes somewhere near normal. I have ok days and  I have rather bad days. I can't get out and do anything that comes close exercise because of the arthritis and when I do try to do something like mow the lawn or tinker on my vehicle it takes me forever to mow the grass and I can't complete any thing I do without taking a number of breaks. It really is depressing and the I just don' feel like doing anything and I shouldn't be that way but that's the way I feel. I'm pretty sure that's what's keeping me from getting any kind of control over my disease and that sucks.